29 November 2009
12:47 AM
忙 ♥
自从千人宴过后
我就开始忙着做工到现在
真的很累~
现在总算可以好好的休息了 =)
等我处理好全部照片
我就会把我11月份的生活写出来
因为真的去了很多地方 经历了很多事
这些都要写下来
我会尽快的哦~
因为文章有点长 所以需要时间来写
等我哦~
还在找工当中
没工作做很惨啊! T_T
星期一有爱心早餐吃?
跟Babes们去Neway唱k?
26 November 2009
11:42 PM
I'll update tomorrow =) ♥
Finally~ i no work already~!
Dont ask me why, just ignore that.
Actually should i happy or sad? I dont know.
I just remember that i promised myself,
No more sadness in my life
Can i? i hope it will become true!
Please, No emo anymore k?
I'm admire who are in relationship now
They're so sweet weeee~
But i have nobody, Sad.. =*(
Finally i can rest at home or hang out with friends =*)
Nice! i miss them so much!
Waiting salary now, hope can get it fast >.<
Is time to sleep
Tired lo >.<
Good night~
25 November 2009
8:48 AM
Busy ♥
Recently i really quite busy!
Actually just busy for work..
Today work again, at subang mydin until sunday~
Hope i can enjoy and hardworking loh =)
I will update my blog soon~
Many thing need to write!
Wait me ya~
22 November 2009
9:00 AM
Hurt ♥
What should i do?
Continue or give up?
I really dont know what i can do now
I just know, i like him and i need him also
But.. is no more hope
So? give up? I can't
First time fell in love with someone till like that
Today is last day for work
I'm really happy, because i can rest at home already
But.. Last night promise a manager
Tomorrow start to work till sunday
Actually i hope to rest
But i can't control myself dont think too much
So.. only busy can make myself feel happy
Everyday I cry in the night
I already try to control, but i can't
I miss him, i really miss him
But i know, he wont know it..
Everyone said i'm stupid
I know.. but the feeling is cannot control..
Maybe.. i'll continue to like him
I know maybe we are impossible
So.. i'ill keep in my heart is enough..
Sorry friend.. Maybe cannot date with you all
But i promise, after 29th i will be free =)
Who can tell me, what should i do?
Is no one understand.. =(
20 November 2009
9:28 AM
TIred ♥
Can I sleep longer?
I have not enough spirit recently
Sleep early in the night and wake up early in the morning
I'm super double trible tired la!
Still got 3 more days to go
I think i still can continue it
But last night and last last night
My head keep pain and dizzy
I scare i'm sick, how come? T_T
Haiz..
Time to prepare, if not late again
Bye~
19 November 2009
11:25 PM
讨人厌 ♥
你这几天怎样对我 我都会记得
我的心里都有一条刺了 怎样拔出来都是有疤痕了
不止是只有我不满意你 是每个被你请回来的人都不满意你！
你做过什么 你自己知道
你.. 未免也太过分了吧？
做女生做到这样
而且还要在那边扮可怜博同情或者是突然好像很关心人家这样
很恶心很讨厌咯!
我知道啊 你在针对我
要把我放进黑名单阿
你要放就放 不要多多声
我没什么的 不只是只有你会请我
我16岁难找工 没关系..我可以慢慢找
不要以为我很好欺负 现在的小孩不是你想得那么简单
你怎样对我 天在看的
你吃了多少钱 天都知道的
再这样 你只会给天收而已
我不会再多说 我只会对着你笑..
还有3天 我就完成我的工作了
我会好好做回我的本分
不要到时说我做得不够好！
18 November 2009
11:43 PM
Unhappy ♥
Today i'm really no mood at all..
Dont ask me how about my work!
I just can say : I hate it! and i really felt tired and hurt..
What to do? Haizz..
I cry madly just now, now my eye become red and swollen
So.. Who will know? Anyone can understand my feeling?
Tomorrow, just smile enough..
I'll be quiet and dont ask me why or talk to me
Still have 4 more days!
Its will pass so fast! i think i still can endure it..
Time to sleep, good night..
I miss you..
17 November 2009
12:21 AM
只能说"累" ♥
我的脚好痛! 做工真的很累!!
今天有点不开心也很不满意
全部跟我一起做工的朋友都不满意
因为我们的职责和工作时间突然的换了
说真的 很累很辛苦
今天穿了高跟鞋在Pyramid里面到处走
我们全部都很傻婆 一直喊
而且也没多少人理我们
真的觉得自己很像白痴 咳
为了钱 没可能跟钱过不去吧？
不过还好 明天可以穿运动鞋或平底鞋
要不然 脚断而已
好了 我很累
去睡觉了 明天还要9点起身准备
晚安了~
***
得空了会Upload千人宴的照片在Facebook
我会尽快哦 要有耐性等候 =)
我真的很想念他
不过..是不是该告诉自己
我想太多? 我们其实是没机会的?
13 November 2009
11:56 PM
终于到了 ♥
明天就是千人宴了 时间过得真快啊~
练习了整一个月多 终于等到这一天的到来
很兴奋很紧张又很不舍得
虽然我假期了 可是姐妹们还有读书
各有各的忙 几时还会有机会见面呢？
顺其自然吧~ 我会想你们的 =)
明天大家一起加油咯！
好不幸运 昨天跳舞扭伤了脚 T_T
因为迟到忘了热身
本来抽筋的 然后不小心就扭到了
很paiseh在很多人面前哭了起来 真的痛到要我的命
晚上还忍着痛去彩排
全部人都知道我扭到了 全部shoot到我够够力
我也不是故意扭到的阿
我答应过你们 我已经好好休息了
今天虽然还有点痛 明天应该没事的
无论怎样 我会完成这个表演的！
明天应该10点多起床 12点跟姐妹们去ioi吃东西
然后2点多去Jess的家等化妆师帮我们化妆
所以我要早睡觉了！
明天我们一定会努力！ 和一定要拍很多照片哦！
我还是怕我会很紧张
怎么办？
12 November 2009
1:06 PM
加油 ♥
千人宴还有2天就到了
星期二那天 大家都进步了很多
老师也很满意我们的表现 =]
今晚也是有练习 不过是最后一次了
姐妹们！ 大家要好好努力加油哦！
我现在的心情..兴奋又紧张 x)
可是我好怕当天会紧张状态不好啦
天啊~ 怎么办？ =S
被蚊子叮的疤痕也好很多了
可是我觉得赶不及在这个星期六100%好回
如果真的还有疤痕 唯有用这遮瑕膏遮而已咯~
丫丫~!! 昨天面试成功了哦~ XO
谢谢祝福我的朋友们哦~
下个星期一就开始工作了~ 只是做一个星期而已哦~
我的职责是派优惠券和拿名字而已~
得空的话来探望我咯 =)
在Pyramid的大厅 * 还不清楚是New or Old Wing
虽然这份工看起来很容易 不过agent很严
所以我要认真地完成这份工 加油！ =)
这个星期六晚上跟家人去The Garden看2012
哥哥在网上订票了 妈妈说要看Gold Class的 * 很贵 >.<
哈哈 人生第一次看Gold Class的 爽死我了!~ =D
好期待哦~
星期日要跟我亲爱的Rebecca去Times Square
我要买"窄脚裤" 做工需要穿
希望可以找到咯~ 不然星期一就惨了 >.<
等下又要去跳舞了 =目
最近都很爱跳舞也 难道真的给表哥讲中
学学下 就会慢慢地爱上跳舞吗？ >.<
表哥明年可能读我的学校也
我们有没有机会同班呢?
真的很想念他 >.<
这几天都倒霉透了
不过倒霉过后总是有好事发生
心情也总算好多了
很不好意思那天在dear zhen zhen家哭了起来
我没事了哦~ 放心吧~
I really miss you..
What should i do?
10 November 2009
6:56 PM
累 ♥
渐渐地 距离越来越远了
不管跟谁 我都感觉到他们对我很陌生
难道他们要离我而去吗？
答应过自己 别再情绪化 别再伤心难过
可是我控制不到自己的心情
我的心好痛 我坚持不到了 我快要崩溃!..
好想哭诉 可是没人愿意聆听 真的好想大哭一场!
等下就要去练习了 我不知道该怎么掩饰我的心情
琪啊! 别再没心情了好吗？ =*(
09 November 2009
11:35 PM
千人宴 ♥
终于上来更新了 本来昨天要写blog的
不过我真的累到没有力了
所以今天快点上来更新 >.<
星期一那天跟Rebecca去Sunway
我终于买了新的Digi号码
因为上个月的电话费又是RM120++
妈妈真的要杀我了
都是sms多 才会那么贵
所以我才会买多一个号码拿来sms的
不然这个月的电话费肯定又过头了
那时候我一定死得很惨.. =S
昨天去外拍来 本来很Enjoy的
因为我被蚊子叮了大概有50多粒 *不是开玩笑
所以心情不是很好 我现在真的很痛苦
一痒就全身都痒
而且很恶心 整个手和脚都是
这个星期六就要表演了
一个星期内要怎样快点消掉啊? =*(
神阿! 保佑我快点好..
我不要室外外拍了 我真的被晒得很黑
所以外拍都暂时延迟或取消了
摄影师要找我拍照的 最好选择室内
不然我一定说不要了
我也是时候该休息了..
千人宴来临了 倒数5天
我很期待 也很紧张
上个星期彩排了2次
我很不满意我的表现 我真的有够紧张
我要如何克服啊? 很糟糕 =(
救命! 如果我还是那么紧张的话
老师一定很不满意 我已经很努力在练习了
希望不会令姐妹们和老师失望 >.<
我感觉我又肥了 连我妈妈都这样说
怎么办啊? 我不能肥阿
千人宴的表演是穿用纸做的衣服
所以一定要保持身材阿!!
这几天要好好照顾自己了..
吃东西不能过量和多点运动 加油!
今天很早就起床了
不是因为读书哦 而是跟家人去公园做运动
突然觉得 很有满足感
因为很少跟家人一起互动了
希望家人不是三分钟热度 运动几天就不运动了
我不要! 我要多点运动
这样身体才会健康 x*)
我最近都很忙 其实我也不知道忙什么
不是彩排就是练习Catwalk 不是练习Catwalk就是学跳舞
这几天根本没时间休息 我真的很累..
某人说 我拿命来搏
累到半身死了 还要继续忙
他说我不累到晕倒是不会休息的
不是我不要休息 而是我没时间休息
不过过了14号 我应该没那么忙了
最多学跳舞和做工而已
说到做工 16~22号我可能在Sunway做工呢~
那个负责人打来了 在安排时间interview
希望可以做咯 不然我要穷爆了! =)
好了..该去休息了~
不然不管我睡多久休息多少都是不足够的
晚安了~ 得空再上来更新 =]
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁能告诉我 我该怎么做
继续? 还是放弃?
这样的等待 真的很辛苦下..
07 November 2009
11:56 PM
待续 ♥
明天一早有外拍
所以必须早睡觉
不然明天多了一只熊猫出来
晚安咯~ =)
~ * 待续 * ~
06 November 2009
2:48 PM
School day ♥
5th November
Finally today i went to school
My daddy scold me like shit last night!
He really not allowed me don't go to school
So i had no choice, i have to go
Today when i entered my class
Only 14 students [include me] in the class
* OMG *
I get some subject paper
P.Moral and Ekonomi : FAIL
Mathematic : PASS * but the marks is low T_T
After i get my Seni paper, I thought my paper don't have marks
So i see the back of the drawing paper...
WOW! I get 85 marks!
I felt so happy and surprise! >0<
* DANG DANG DANG *
Nice? hehehe..
After that, chit-chat with friend, sleep and completed some homework then finish school..
I really doing nothing at school
LONELY and BORING like hell!!!
Pity me T.T
Back home bath, ate lunch and rest
After that, something happen made me damn unhappy
but i'm okay now, so just ignore that..
No one fetch me go dance class so i skip my girl-style hiphop class again
Because i gave my parents scold, So i went to hiphop class at night
Dinner nothing to eat, So i cooked maggie mee
After i ate i felt wanna vomit, because i dislike maggie mee so much!
But i had no choice.. pity lahh >.<
I felt that I fell in love with dance
I LOVE DANCE SO MUCH! XO
6th November
Today went to school, Total 14 students again
Today play card with friend and chit-chat with my darling
Finally she went to school, because she need to return her text booksLong time dint saw her and talk with her already, I miss her so much!After rest period, Ying Fen come to my class play card and chat with me
Hehehe.. I love her so much!
12.30pm finish school.
Tonight Kitty walk again, but is rehearsal
I felt stress loooh >.<
Ok la, time to rest..
Bye~
Continue Or Give-Up?
04 November 2009
8:43 PM
WARNING ♥
EI!
SEI COPYCAT!
IF YOU WANT TO COPY ME,OK!
BUT THEN DONT SHOW OFF PLEASE!!
DAMN HATE THIS KIND OF PEOPLE!!
GET LOST PLEASE..!
Grrrr.....!!!!
IF YOU KEEP COPY OR SHOW OFF
I JUST WILL SHOW OUT MY TEMPER TO FACE YOU!
Grrrr.....!!!!
1:26 AM
Update! ♥
Finally my examination is end =*D
Holiday is coming soon~
I hope to stay at home and dont want to go school anymore
Because really nothing to do at school
But my daddy not allow! So maybe i go to school 2 times 1 week?
I know i'm bad student, but everyone is same also rite? =P
Tomorrow return text book, but i'm not going to school
Because lazy, tired plus uniform not yet iron >.<
I promise my darling Ying Fen i will go to school on thursday and friday
Okay? =)
Just now go sungai way school practise kitty walk again!
After that, i yam cha with my darlings
Because late back home, so i get scold by my daddy
I'm really no mood now!
But thanks my darlings who are comfort me just now =)
Dont worry me i'm ok..
Dont try my temper please!
Periods time my temper is very terrible! =S
I scare i will lost control to scold you, So better dont disturd me!But i will try to control my temper also..
This fews week keep practise the kitty walk
I ignore my dance around 2 week plus >.<
So i promise myself that I must practise kitty walk and dance together
I cannot ignore anything!
But i really feel tired now =S
Photoshoot at Cheras last sunday.
Photo will upload soon~ =)
17 photographer 6 model
First time join group shooting, quite nice =*D
I need money i need job ahh!!!
No money No life >.<
I want out to shopping also cannot!
I miss him so much!
